August 28th 2012

Everything's happened perfectly ..
i thanked God for keeping this memorable 10 months

and also.. for all the 'special gifts' that he's given to me along this journey..
i can't wait for Maroon5 concert later on Oct 5th 2012 and also the school trip to Yogyakarta...but unfortunately .. Maroon 5 concet = Yogyakarta's Back Trip ... Ohh Gosh -_- i've been waiting for adam levine for 2  years and i don't wanna miss it anymore.. so i plan to book for a flight from Yogyakarta to Jakarta. So i will seperate with my friends on their way back to Bandung.. Hopefully it will run successfully and i don't expect for something bad happen .

Friday

Friday , 3rd of August 2012

1.school
2.extracuricular program
3.froster time ! :D
4.go home

 nothing really special except the clay extracuricullar program and froster time..cause i spent it all with YOU  ! thanks for today :)

WELCOME AUGUST !

hahahaha august ?? Nothing special...

i've got lots of unlucky condition during these 3 days in the begining of august

but i hope there will be no more unlucky condition :(

ANNOYING

Parents are sometimes kinda annoying -_-

i don't mean to say those words but sometimes their wau of thinking is not compatible and match for our own thinking way...

COMPARING
this is one thing that i hate most of my life
i dont like to be compared with others... This is ME .. I love being ME .. and please don't ruin my life
cause this is it.. MY LIFE MY STORY , I'M THE WRITTER NOT YOU

My Cutie and Adorable niece..SHAREN ♥

we love you david :)

WE LOVE YOU DAVID :)

HOPEFULLY YOU WILL BE WILLING TO HELP HIM , WHETER FOR DONATIONS OR PRAYERS.. IT'S SO MEAN FOR HIM :)

WE LOVE YOU DAVID :)

" Behind David's Story"Sesuai info yg kami dptkan dari rekanan kami..shg.. Kami akhirnya dpt menemui David ditempat tinggalnya pd hr Sabtu 19 Mei 2012 kmrin ....Sejak Kecelakaan menimpanya pd umur 12th..shg terj pendarahan diotak yg tdk dpt dianalisa/ditanggulangi sec cepat & tepat oleh pihak dokter..& RS...Akhirnya mengalami kond koma sjk kecelakaan tsb & berlangsung tnpa terasa 20 thn sdh ia lalui smpai pd hr ini dgn kondisi lumpuh, tnpa dpt bicara,melakukan aktifitas & tnpa dpt beristirahat/tdr slm 20 thn trmsk ortunya yg setia mendampinginya smpai hr ini u/menjaga,melayani 24 jam tnpa bs meninggalkannya barang sesaat/ melakukan aktifitas sbgmana mestinya& memberikan dia asupan makanan,minuman yg hrs dipaksakan msk kedalam mulutnya u/dpt mempertahankan hidupnya bhkan Ibunya tlh meninggal & ia hidup hnya bersama Ayahnya sj di sepetak rmh yg sgt sempit dgn lingk yg kumuh disekelilngnya..Smg Perjalanan hidup David & Ayahnya yg sgt berat dapat kita ringankan u/peduli membantu baik dalam doa,dukungan moril,materil serta Kasih yg kita miliki & biarlah Kita smua menjadi sbg manusia yg layak & sama di mata Tuhan...u/dpt berbagi kepada siapapun ...Rekening Peduli David: Bank Mandiri di no. rek.120.00.0779975.7 a/n.Bpk. Liu Fuk Siong(Ayah David) atau bs menghubungi Ayah David di Jl.Ampera V RT.002.RW 007 Kec.Pademangan Barat-Jkt 14420. Atau di no tel. 0818.0629 .223 Smg Tuhan memberkati kita semua. http://www.flickr.com/photos/79048101@N04/
sets/72157629831907420/

Check it Out Guys (: i really hope that you'll be willing to read it (: ... One Prayer or any other donations that you give to him will Help him to survive (: GBU

http://www.flickr.com/photos/79048101@N04/ <- David's Picture :)

FIGHT

:( kemaren ribut besar sm lu :'(

gatau gw sensi kenapa sih ini sampe2 ngomongnya juga yang macem" + bikin ga enak hati :(

duhhhh,, sorry ya gw ga maksud bikin lu sedih :'(

but one thing for sure , I LOVE YOU :')

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEVEN MATTHEW ! ♥

Less Than 1 Year
Less Than 6 Months
176 Days
4224 Hours
253440 Minutes
15206400 Seconds
I've known you so far ({}) :) ;) :D :p <=-P ♥ Happy Birthday Steven Matthew - :) ;) :D :p B-) (y) <3 :* ({}) :$ @>-- \=D/
- jess ♥

dear you ♥

I Promise to Stay in the Warmth of Your Heart and always call it ' HOME ' ( '⌣' )づ♥

GET WELL REALLY SOON MOMMY ! ( '⌣' )づ♥

Yahhhh ,,, Sakit

Lagi Remed lagi , Minggu depan PU :( :'( :'( :'(

KASIAN ! :( :'( Tiap Hari Ga enak mulu badannya :(

CEPET SEMBUH MOMMY ! I LOVE YOU ( '⌣' )づ♥ (зˇ⌣ˇε) (ɔˆ ³(• -̮ •c)

iloveyousomuch"mommy";)

I vow to fiercely love you in all your forms, now and forever
I promise to never forget that this is a once in a lifetime love
I vow to love you, and no matter what challenges might carry us apart, we will always find a way back to each other

Dear Sisca :)

Sis , semoga lu tau yah

gw sayang banget sama lu sama tam2 sama feli
gw ga niat jutekin lu ato apa pun
gw cuman sedikit kecewa aja sis... seakan2 lu udah jeblosin gw ke jurang yang penuh tai setelah gw mandiin lu ..
kenapa sih sis?

kok lu tega sis?? gw salah apa ??
jujur ya gw ngga pernah tega kok sama lu...ya emang sih terkadang gw kesel sama lu

gw ga pernah iri sama nilai lu kok,.,,calm aja ya

terus gw mohon ya jangan jatohin gw gini dong..lu bilang ke semua orang soal lu jatoh..
rafa aja sampe ngomelin gw..

kalo lu ada masalahnya sama gw ya ke gw aja gausa bikin orang lain ikut2an marah sama gw eh

kesel gw sama lu sis.. ngehianatin

:)

Cuman sekedar cerita aja..
Hari ini gw gabisa berhenti nangis ...
Sedih.....Galau...Stress...Bingung...Campur aduk semuanya
Mulai dari pertemuan gw sama temen gw yang baru pulang dari Singapur...
Happy deh bisa ketemu dia setelah dia pindah..Terus jadinya gw jalan jalan deh sama temen gw yang 2 lagi...
Gw pikir kita bakal seneng" di sini....
Eh
pulangnya..
Malah gw diomongin dari belakang...Yang aneh" lagi...
dibilang pundungan lah
dibilang sombong lah gara-gara katanya gw ngomong temen gw yang *maaf* kurang bisa dapet nilai biru...(padahal jelas-jelas gw lagi bantuin temen gw ini biar dia bisa improove di nilainya -_-)

hahahaha

lagi lagi .. dibilang gw disebelin sekelasan... aduh hahaha makin pusing deh

terserah lu bedua aja mau ngomong apa..gw dah sakit hati pisan atas balesan yang lu kasih sama gw atas semua perlakuan baik gw ,, sis,,tam :)

HEY

A smile starts on the lips, A grin spreads to the eyes, A chuckle comes from the belly; But a good laugh bursts forth from the soul, Overflows, and bubbles all around :)

Don't cry for a man who's left you, the next one may fall for your smile :)

All days are nights to see till I see thee,
And nights bright days when dreams do show thee to me.
~William Shakespeare, "Sonnet XLIII"

LOL

hahhaha.....abis MID langsung banyak surprise gini eui.... hahahhaha orang yang abis maki - maki gw aja langsung minta maap.. ya okelah bisa jadi temen... tapi ... sorry banget ya ... gw ud gabisa kaya dulu lagi... so..sorry if i can't fullfill what did actually you want for the last 2 days ago :)

yang namanya YOHANES JOHAN KELAS 8I

tolong eh lu ga usah nyari masalah ya ! gua kasi tau gw ga pernah suka sama lu blekok!!!
GAUSAH GR YA LU ANES .... kalo lu mau maenin cewe maenin aja cewe laen jangan ke gw ya ! makan tuh sana permainan lu ! Kejer sana gebetan lu ! bisanya nipu aja ! sampe kapan juga gw ga akan sudi maafan sama lu tau ! COWO URAKAN LU... JANGAN JADIIN GW TESTER LU ! JANGAN MAENIN CEWE LAIN !! GW AJA KORBAN LU ! PALSU LU ! BOLEH LU JADI ANAK PINTER + EKSIS ! COVER DOANG ! DALEMNYA MAH LU RUSAK ! GAUSAH PELONG - PELONG + CERITA KE ORANG EH ! BANGGA LU UDAH MAENIN ORANG ?! GAUSAH BANGGA ! HARUSNYA MALU ! COVER DEPAN DOANG BAGUS BELAKANGNYA PALSU LU ! SANA TAH CERITAIN SEMUANYA KE ORANG - ORANG BIAR TAU ! GW JUGA GA PEDULI ! DAN GA AKAN SUDI MAU NERIMA MAAF LU ! HATI GW BUKAN MAENAN + JANGAN NGEGOSSIP AJA LU ! GW GA PERNAH SUKA SAMA LU ! COBA AJA GW GA PERNAH KENAL ORANG KAYA LU ! GW BEBAS ! PLAYBOY SENDAL LU ! AMBIL TAH SANA KECENGAN LU ! BENCI GW SAMA LU NES ! SOK SANA SEBARIN SEMUA ! PALSU LU !

Especially For YOU

There are 12 Months in a year.

4 weeks in a month.

7 days in a week.

24 Hrs in a day.

But there's only one you in a life time :)

LOVE BUG

Called you for the first time yesterday
Finally found the missing part of me
Felt so close but you were far away
Left me without anything to say

Now I'm speechless
Over the edge
I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this
Lovebug again

Hopeless
Head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit
By this lovebug again

I can't get your smile out of my mind
(I can't get you out of my mind)
I think about your eyes all the time
You're beautiful but you don't even try
(You don't even, don't even try)
Modesty is just so hard to find

Now I'm speechless
Over the edge
I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this
Lovebug again

Hopeless
Head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit
By this lovebug again

Kissed her for the first time yesterday
Everything I wished that it would be
Suddenly I forgot how to speak
Hopeless, breathless, baby, can't you see

Now I'm,
Yeah!

Now I'm speechless
Over the edge
I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this
Lovebug again

Now I'm hopeless
Head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit
By this lovebug again
Ohh... lovebug again ♥

OURS ♥

Elevator buttons in morning air
Strangers' silence makes me want to take the stairs
If you were here we'd laugh about their vacant stares
But right now my time is theirs

Seems like there's always someone who disapproves
They'll judge it like they know about me and you
And the verdict comes from those with nothing else to do
The jury's out, my choice is you

So don't you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard
The stakes are high, the water's rough
But this love is ours

You never know what people have up their sleeves
Ghosts from your past gonna jump out at me
Lurking in the shadows with their lip gloss smiles
But I don't care 'cause right now you're mine

And you'll say
Don't you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard
The stakes are high, the water's rough
But this love is ours

And it's not theirs to speculate
If it's wrong and
Your hands are tough
But they are where mine belong and
I'll fight that doubt and give you faith
With this song for you

'Cause I love the gap between your teeth
And I love the riddles that you speak
And any snide remarks from my father about your tattoos will be ignored
'Cause my heart is yours

So don't you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard
Don't you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
But they can't take what's ours
They can't take what's ours 

The stakes are high, the water's rough
But this love is ours ♥

VALENTINE's DAY ♥

Taun ini bener-bener keberuntungan buat gw buat bisa ngabisin hari Valentine gw sama lu yaa ♥ THANKYOU SO MUCH :) i really appreciate it  ..THANKS FOR ALL THE SPECIAL GIFTS WHICH YOU GAVE TO ME FOR THE LAST 2 WEEKS ...XOXO ♥ ;)

:'D

I know I cried a lot of times. I know I told you many times that I don’t need you. I know I told you to let me go. I know I said words that I don’t mean. There’s a lot of words that I wanted to say but words just don’t come out right. Don’t let me go. Even the words that come out hurts you, please don’t let me go. I know I’m so selfish, but when that time comes, just hug me. Hug me tightly. I need you here :)

Best Insomnia Ever ♥

Tadi malem .... ♥

Gw seneng banget ... Bener2 yang namanya seneng tuh ngga bisa gw lupain deh ... malem2 ngobrol sm lu sampe akirnya tidur juga di waktu yang sama ... baru kali ini ada cowo yang bisa bikin gw se'seneng ini ... yang paling gw suka tuh yaaaa... pas buat wishes bareng sama lu + ngobrol sampe dateng ngantuknya deh ... bener deh itu insomnia paling seru yang ada di hidup gw ... I hope there will be another insomnia tonight which we spend together and maybe FOREVER ....♥ i think i'm kinda fallin' in ♥ with you ;) THANKYOU SO MUCH (з´⌣`ε)

Sincerely ..
Jess (з´⌣`ε)♥

hey

lu tau ga ? sebrapa sakit hatinya gw sama lu? ...mungkin lu ngga akan peduli deh sama gw... tapi jujur loh , buat ninggalin lu itu susah banget......kaloopun lu udah ngehianatin gw segimana jahatnya... tapi buat yang namanya ninggalin temen itu berat ..... gw sayang sama lu berdua ... gw ngga nyalahin lu kok...memang sih udah lama ya kejadian buruk yang nimpa lu itu kejadian....cuman 1 hal yang gw minta.. gw ngga minta balesan atau apapun lah...cuman gw pengen banget lu inget sama gw deh ..walopun sedikit...seengganya lu ngga ngelupain gw....sedih ,, sakit,, marah ,, tapi gw gabisa bilang itu sama lu ... sakiit sih sakit tapi cuman satu hal ...kalo lu butuh gw , dateng aja ya..... gw ga akan nolak lu kok... gw selalu sayang lu .....

sincerely , Jess :)

Seneng setengah mati ! Awalnya mungkin gw masi ngerasa aneh ,,, tapi cuman lu yang udah bikin rasa galau gw hilang dari kegalauan gw selama ini ........Makasih banget ya udah bisa cuci otak gw dari kegalauan yang "DIA" bikin .........Cuman lu yang bisa ngerti gw dan selalu sayang sama gw.......Makasih ya ..Gw bakal coba buat bales perasaan lu tapi gw ga janji yaaa...

There's only you whom I loved the most ♥ (ʃ⌣ƪ)

- Words from U -

Girl : "Describe me in one word" . Boy : "Mine" ♥

 - Promise to love You Forever- Every Single Day of Forever -

If I Could Dream at All, It Would Be about You. and I’m Not Ashamed of It.

I couldn’t live with myself if I ever hurt you.

Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark...And then you shot across my sky like a meteor.

I love you. I will always love you, no matter what happens now.

I will stay with you — isn’t that enough?

Look after My Heart, I Have Left It with You.

I can't live in a world where you don't exist.

You are the only one who has ever touched my heart. It will always be yours :)

It's been a long time for me to not visit this blog and share about my stories...

IF

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you.

If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you.

If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you.

But I did, I do and I always will

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If loving you is wrong, then I don't want to be right!

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If loving you is a crime. I'd like to be jailed for my whole life, in your heart.

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I love you. Like a fat kid loves cakes.

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If you have 1000 years of age, I just want to have 999 years and 364 days, so I never have to live a day without you

Sincerely , ME :)